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Please, Stop “Self Abuse”!

25 Wednesday Apr 2012

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This is what happens when you masturbate...

Please, don’t masturbate! Masturbation is harmful to your health. It causes all sorts of disorders and diseases. It is a violation of God’s holy law, which states unequivocally that all sex and sexual pleasure should be experienced within the confines of a traditional marriage. Masturbation is totally destructive to the entire social order of mankind. It leads to dirty thoughts.

But, most importantly, as this add shows, each time you masturbate, God kills a kitten. Yes, a poor innocent little kitten is slaughtered by an angry, indignant, Biblically based Almighty Lord because you decided to indulge in your selfish pleasures, your lust and filthy fantasies, and touch your naughty and forbidden parts. We need to finally understand, to get in our perverted and obstinate heads the way Sodom and Gomorrah did not, that masturbation is a grave sin! I know this for a fact. A priest once told me in the confessional, after I had confessed to this particularly heinous act, “There are right now in hell countless souls screaming in agony and pain and wishing that they had only one more day of life so that they could repent of the sin of masturbation” He did not add the kitten part, but this was revealed to me some time later. I got the message and from that point onward my epic struggles with this devilish vice reached epic proportions. There were periods of great abstinence, pure and holy, followed by the inevitable slide into sin, with all the accompanying filth and perversions that unbridled, masturbatory lust engenders. Learning how to come multiple times was one such result. I feel so ashamed and guilty at such pleasures. I am sure all the women I have been able to fuck for hours on end and come multiple time with, a skill gained because I learned sexual self control through masturbation, also feel terrible about that. I am sure they regret enjoying such exotic pleasures.

Mutual masturbation is particularly loathsome...because it can be so much fun.

I have read many blogs of reformed or struggling masturbators. Oh, it is such a terrible struggle! One day you feel free from this horrible vice, the next day you have fallen into the terrible pleasure of self stimulation. Both males and females suffer from this malady. Even animals masturbate (I once saw a nature documentary which included some footage, humorously, of an orangutan masturbating). The testimonies of struggling masturbators are most heart wrenching. They go from hope and elation at having conquered this most evil of vices, to the darkness and despair of fallen back into their old habits. Unlike drugs or alcohol, or even more sinister vices, the horror of masturbation is that it is so damn easy to commit. We get horny, our hands are at waist level, and things happen. We need sexual release. And then there is the pleasure, all that damn, intense, orgasmic pleasure. And it is all free. Certainly, such an abundance of pleasure at no cost has to be wrong. God’s holy law would never allow us to enjoy such innocent pleasures without the cost of eternal damnation. The orgasm is only to be enjoyed in the conjugal act, no exceptions.

Such pleasures have to be wrong...because they feel so good.

And then there is the whole porn factor. Porn is the crack cocaine of the masturbator. Imagine, seeing beautiful images of people fucking, or engaging in extremely hot sex acts, being turned on by that, and then masturbating as a result. Is there anything more horrendous? Is there anything more sinful? Is there anything more destructive to the values upon which our whole civilization is built? According to Rick Santorum, we have a pandemic of porn. Yes, porn is as pervasively destructive as the black plague, or the influenza outbreak in the early twentieth century. Remember, when you go out and about your daily business tomorrow, all those people you work with, or just see going about their daily business, are most likely caught up to some degree in this dark, secret disease: the person serving you coffee at the coffee shop in the morning, or working at the bank, the teacher, the firefighter, the mechanic, the computer geek, the jock and cheerleader, the married soccer mom, the homeless bum passed out on a park bench who puked all over himself the night before, your priest or minister, your grandmother…yes, even your grandmother may be into porn! She might be even into double penetration porn…the horrors of it all…

Masturbation can lead to many bad things, like getting caught!

So please…stop masturbating. Masturbation leads to porn, to societal breakdown, to mental problems, to terrible guilt and shame, to the horrible vertiginous struggle in your soul between good and evil, and, perhaps most important of all, God in his vengeful wrath kills a cute, furry little kitten each time you masturbate!

But then again somehow, I think, God does not really care that much about masturbation, if at all. The only people who seem to care about it are the sexually uptight prudes who seem to dominate so many religious bodies.

Beauty

20 Friday Apr 2012

Posted by Racer X in beauty, women

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Loveliness knows no bounds...

It is always enjoyable to see some feminine beauty. My soul thirsts for beauty. When found, it makes the soul all warm and fuzzy. The delight of beauty brings us closer to God. Amen.

Oh yes, and she has a lovely and glorious natural pelt (the GNP). How I love all natural women!

Dolores Hart: From Beautiful Hollywood Star to Cloistered Nun

17 Tuesday Apr 2012

Posted by Racer X in beauty, culture, religion, spirituality, women

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Dolores Hart, from Hollywood beauty to cloistered nun. I love her eyes.

Dolores Hart is an unusual and in many ways remarkable woman. Born in 1938, in a few short years she went from a Hollywood star, young and beautiful and with a bright future ahead of her, to a cloistered nun. Her most famous film was the 1960’s classic, Where the Boys Are, which tells the tale of a group of college students during spring break in Ft. Lauderdale, Florida. This film, made in 1960, is actually fairly good, and not just a cheezy display of stupid college students drinking, dancing, singing and enjoying themselves on a sunny, hedonistic beach. Rather, in many ways it presaged the sexual changes about to be unleashed in the 1960’s. The frank talk about sex during the movie, initiated by Hart’s character in the beginning of the film when she proclaims in front of her college classmates that there is nothing wrong with premarital sex, was highly unusual at the time. There is even one point in the movie where her character discusses the pleasures of reading erotic fiction. The movie denouement is the loss of virginity by one of the girls in the group and the consequences of that for her and the others. In short, the movie deals in a honest way with the issues of sex and eroticism as experienced by the youth at the time.

Hart, in a more sensual moment. I am not sure who the actor it.

Hart was quite lovely. I find her eyes particularly alluring. Her career was short, however, lasting only from 1957 to 1963. In her ten films she played opposite some of the leading men at the time, such as Elvis Presley, Montgomery Cliff, Steven Boyd and Robert Wagner. The turning point of her life seems to have been when she made the film St. Francis of Assisi, playing the role of St. Clare, the religious sister who was quite close to Francis. While making the film in Italy she met Pope John XXIII and said to him, “I am Dolores Hart, the actress playing Clare.” The Pope responded,  “No, you are Clare!”. Apparently this had quite an impact on her decision to become a nun and a few years later, at age 24, she made a one way journey to a Benedictine monastery in CT. where she still remains. In 2001 she was elected the prioress of the community. Amazingly, despite her life as a cloistered nun, she is also a member of the Academy of Motion Picture Arts and Sciences, and she still studies movies and votes in the Academy for Oscar awards. She was even honored by members of Hollywood a few years ago. As a former actress, she has spent much of her time as nun promoting the benefits of the arts in the world. Certain great Hollywood names, such as Paul Newman, often help her in this endeavor.

Hart, at a recent Academy Awards ceremony, one of her rare excursions away from her monastery.

Her life is a wonderful example of how we can all experience such sudden shifts and turns when it comes to faith. To go from the glamor of Hollywood, to the Spartan existence of religious life is quite a shift, but her belief in God was clearly the most important thing in her life, and she gave everything up to follow that, including the man she was engaged to at the time. It was not easy for her, as she says on becoming a nun: “It was not a lifelong dream. I did not grow up wanting to be a nun. I wanted to be an actress. If it had ever been suggested I would one day be a nun, it would have been the last thing on my mind. It was a million to one shot I would ever be a nun.” She has discussed her struggles with her faith and vocation, after her entry into the monastery: “I have struggled with this call to vocation all my life. I can understand why people have doubts, because who understands God? I don’t. When you are dealing with something at this level, you are dealing with mystery.” Clearly, this was not an easy and simply thing for her to do, and to live out. But she has.

Feminine, classy, lovely...everything I desire in a woman...

She is an example of all the things that are interesting, fascinating, contradictory, mysterious, and good about faith and religion. Despite my own present conflicts and concerns with certain elements of Catholicism and Christianity as practiced and proclaimed today, despite my struggles and questions, my weakness and personal failings, faith, religion, spirituality and God remain for me a never ending source of mystery and fascination. I believe faith is a constant journey and exploration of the ultimate and divine truth. Dolores Hart represents the unexpected paths that true and humble devotion to God can create.

Hart, with Elvis. She said that the memory of his kiss has lasted for over forty years. Yes, nuns still think about sex too.

And finally, even as a nun she shows that eroticism still exists. When asked how she could go from kissing Elvis to becoming a nun she said: “How much closer to Heaven can you get?”

So here is a show of thanks to Dolores Hart for a remarkable life.

Pagan and Christian in an Age of Anxiety

15 Sunday Apr 2012

Posted by Racer X in culture, religion, spirituality

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Religious questions can be quite entertaining...

Recently I finished a small but powerfully written book on the world of pagans and Christians in the third century AD: Pagans and Christian in an Age of Anxiety, by E.R. Dodds. Dodds was a great classical scholar, a good writer, and the Regius Professor of Greek at Oxford for twenty years. He retired in 1960. He possessed a thing which is becoming rarer and rarer today in the world of academia and scholarship: he could write a good book on an esoteric topic, without jargon, that was also deeply learned and accurate, and easily comprehensible to the layman. This was a art that was cultivated quite well by older British scholars.

Dodds main premise is that personal religious movements often arise out of the psychological anxiety that is engendered by political turmoil, and the third century AD was a very tumultuous time, as the Roman Empire was beginning to become more strained and uneasy politically, militarily, and culturally. There were many religious movements at the time, many from the East, such as the mystery cults of Mithras and Isis. Christianity was one of these many competing religious movements.

I often wonder what made Christianity the most successful of these different religions? Why did it triumph while the others vanished? It is a complex question, one that cannot be answered in a simple few lines. But Dodds does succinctly theorize some of the reasons why Christianity succeeded, and the other religions passed away. He gives a few interesting hypotheses.

To begin with, Christian martyrs were admired by the pagans. As Dodds points out, paganism was a religion not worth dying for, whereas Christians did die for their religion. This type of courage in the face of death was something always admired and respected in the ancient world, and the Christians displayed it better than others. The example of martyrs, although historically not of a great number, did leave a deep impression on the pagan mind at the time.

Christian martyrs in the Colosseum: one of the enduring images of early Christianity.

Christianity also offered a clear and unambiguous road to salvation. There were literally thousands of little cults and deities that one could choose from in the late Roman Empire, and the sheer number must have been very confusing for those seeking some sort of spiritual path. Christianity was clear in its beliefs that it was the one true religion and its “refusal to concede any value to alternative forms of worship” meant that those who became Christians knew and were confident that they had found the one truth. Today Christian intolerance may seem to be problem and I think it is in many ways, but it was precisely that intolerance towards other religions in its early years that allowed it to define itself clearly in the face of competing religious movement. This helped its survival.

Next, Christianity was inclusive, whereas most religious movements were exclusive. It was open to all social groups. One did not need to be educated, to be member of the aristocracy, to be wealthy or powerful in order to belong to the Church. Rather, the mass of Christians actually came from the most disadvantaged and disenfranchised sections of society, such as slaves and women. The pagans mocked this at the time as being a weakness, but in fact the ease of becoming a Christian for any and all interested fueled the spread of Christianity.

It also offered a clear hope of personal salvation. Heaven was a possibility for anyone; eternal life was the ultimate message of Christ. This was a much more powerful message than, say, the transmigration of souls preached by other religions, or a vague notion of unity with a divine being after death. Christianity preached the resurrection of the body after death, which was a radical concept at the time. For most spiritual movements, the body is dissolved forever after death, but with Christianity the body lives on in a state of heavenly bliss for all eternity with God. Christ was real man who rose from the dead. This gave people something that was sorely missing in the ancient world at this time: clear hope of real afterlife.

The pagan Colosseum passed away as did pagan Rome, but the Christians remained.

And, perhaps most importantly, Christians were the most well organized religion, with a sense of community unlike any other at the time. This gave people living in a very large and impersonal world, a world of mass movement and political turmoil, a sense of belonging to some community of people who cared about them. This has always been one of the great strengths of Christianity, and even the pagans at the time had to begrudgingly acknowledge this. Christians took care of their own, they helped widows, orphans and the poor, they buried their dead, and this created a cohesion unlike anything in other religions at the time. Today we take the Christian influence on social welfare for granted, but at the time Christians revolutionized the ideas and practice of helping others. One of the tragedies of the recent clerical sex scandal was the fact that many of the men involved in sexual misconduct, either in the deeds themselves or in the cover up, were deeply involved in the care and helping of others. There were stories of how Cardinal Law would often show up at the hospital without notice to minister to people who were sick. But no one remembers that or credits him with such things now. Such acts of charity were lost in the justified furor over the terrible crimes committed by so many.

Again, this a very simple summary of a very complex topic. There are many other aspects of the dialogue between Christianity and paganism at the time which Dodds covers, but I have not mentioned here, such as the relationship between ancient philosophy, such as Platonism or Neo-Platonism and Christianity. But, what his book show is that the world of the Late Roman Empire was very different from our own, but also quite similar at the same time, interesting, sophisticated and tumultuous, with a multitude of religions, and much psychological angst, much like our own. One big difference however, not mentioned by Dodds, is that Christianity at the time was on the ascent, whereas today it is more on the descent, at least in the Western world. We once again live in a more religiously amorphous world in the West. So, in some sense, perhaps humorous, 1500 hundred years after the triumph of Christianity in the West, the old pagan gods and ideas never really went away, they simply went underground and have now returned. Whether this is a good or bad thing remains to be seen. Whatever the case, I now wonder how Christianity will fare in the West now, when we are once again in a world of vastly different and competing religious movements and experiences and great political changes and psychological anxieties.

If Tony Perkins and Rick Santorum are any indication, the future of Christianity in the West is not looking too bright.

Chuck Norris Saved Western Civilization

14 Saturday Apr 2012

Posted by Racer X in culture, men

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I wish this were true, but apparently Chuck Norris was born on March 10, 1940. Oh well…this is still pretty funny.

Chuck Norris is one of the original action heroes. Steven Segal, Jean Claude Van Damme, and Jason Statham all owe something to him for helping to pave the way for great action films.

Norris is 72 and still looking pretty good. If you stay in shape, eat well, and have a healthy outlook on life, you can live a long and prosperous life, God willing. For that alone Norris is a good model for all men. In his own way Norris has achieved alpha status.

Here is a toast to Chuck Norris..conqueror of Nazi Germany!

Ancient Polytheism, Eroticism and Christianity: A Long History of Conflict and Confluence

11 Wednesday Apr 2012

Posted by Racer X in beauty, eroticism, religion, spirituality

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Cupid and Psyche, by the French artist Lionel Noel Royer.

I am currently reading some books on religion and sexuality. They are quite interesting and from different perspectives. Actually, it is really two areas of broader study I am pursuing right now. The first is a study of ancient religion, especially Greco-Roman religious life. This interests me not only on its own merits, but for the influence and conflict the polytheistic pagan world of Greece and Rome had with Christianity. The second area of study is a more contemporary discussion of sexuality within a religious, specifically Christian context. What I am finding is quite interesting.

The first area of study, the ancient religious world, is fascinating for its differences and similarities with Christianity. What I have been discovering is that in many ways the old polytheistic world never really passed away, it was simply incorporated into Christianity. For instance, the cult of the saints is quite similar to the myriad of little divinities that everyday people in Greece and Rome worshiped. After all, a saint is a divine, godlike, immortal figure, who can have some sort of influence in our lives. For the average person in the pagan, polytheistic world of Greece or Rome, there were literally thousands of little deities to be worshiped and venerated and who had special properties that one could ask assistance for. These often included elaborate rituals, prayers, rites, etc. I was reminded of how the Catholic Church incorporated this mentality, for instance when I see the ritual of St. Blaise. St. Blaise is the patron saint of those with sore throats. Every year on February 3, St. Blaise’s feast day, the priests ask the congregation after Mass if they would like to have their throats blessed. I have participated in this myself. People line up, and the priest holds two candles next to the persons throat and makes a blessing in the name of St. Blaise. The only thing different between this ritual and something that a pagan Roman might do is the concept of a saint working within a Christian context, rather than a pagan deity working within a pagan context. Christianity knew it could not simply wipe out the ancient religious practices of people, so it adapted itself to the culture that it was trying to influence, i.e., “inculturation”. It is a common practice still used by Catholic missionaries today. The role of the saints in Catholicism is a good example of that.

The Pantheon in Rome, built in 126 AD, with an ancient Egyptian obelisk in front, crowned with a cross. The mixture of ancient paganism and Christianity is most evident in modern Rome.

Another, more concrete example of the confluence of ancient polytheistic religion and Christianity would be the Pantheon in Rome. This was an ancient temple, first build by the Emperor Augustus in 27 BC and later rebuilt in its present form by the Emperor Hadrian in 126 AD. As its name suggest, it was a temple to honor all the ancient, pagan Roman gods. It is a monument to polytheism. Unlike most pagan temples which were destroyed in late antiquity, the sheer beauty and magnificence of this building, with its unique and monumental dome, ensured its survival, nearly intact. Today it is a Catholic Church. But who cannot look at this structure and not realize the vitality of the pagan, polytheism of Rome before the advent of Christianity? The architectural wonder of this structure has made it one of the most influential buildings in all of history. Simply turning this into a church cannot make us forget the fact that before Christianity arrived, the Roman world had a vast and complex system of religious beliefs and rituals.

In the interest of keeping my posts short and readable (I won’t read excessively long posts on other blogs, so I try not to post excessively long things here), I will save other items for future posts, such as the relationship between the concept of the Virgin Mary, the Mother of God, and ancient near eastern mother goddess cults that were quite popular and powerful, especially in the Roman imperial period. Also, the persecution of pagans by Christians is a fascinating topic. It is something a lot of Christians do not want to admit, and yet it is there, both in the past and today.

Erotic beauty, one of the joys of life.

The second area of study is of course one of my favorite, the area of sexuality, eroticism and spirituality. There is a lot of interesting stuff being written out there, at least going back a decade. With the rise of the internet and blogging, the communication between people has only increased. I think in many ways the open and free discussion of people’s personal experiences of their own sexuality within the context of religion and spirituality might be the greatest threat to the authoritarian, dictatorial structure of religious hierarchies since the Reformation, and perhaps in the whole history of religion and Christianity. There are many people out there such as myself, who reject the traditional notions and ideas of sexuality within Christianity, while not necessarily rejecting Christ. Now, we can communicate freely about these things in a way we could not before. It leaves us outside the boundaries of traditional ecclesial structures, but this is fine, since being within those traditional structures is proving more dangerous to our spirituality than not. This has been my own experience with the Catholic Church: the neuroticism instilled by an unhealthy and traditional asceticism towards the body and sexuality is dangerous for one’s mental and spiritual health. Now, I reject it for the most part, and rejoice in the beauties of sexual pleasure and sexual love, without the guilt, shame, and self loathing that Catholicism is so skilled at instilling in its members. And in addition to the complete enjoyment of sexual pleasure, a enjoyment of erotic art and beauty is also something I embrace. I have found embracing these things has not lessened, but rather deepened, my own spirituality and belief in the divine world.

History of religion, beauty, spirituality, eroticism…these are all fascinating areas of study for me. I hope to write more about them here, and, hopefully, engage some readers in one way or another

Classic Beauties: Rita Hayworth, the “Goddess of Love”.

09 Monday Apr 2012

Posted by Racer X in beauty, women

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The exquisite Rita Hayworth

The other night I saw Rita Hayworth (1918-1987) for the first time in a movie, the film noir classic, Gilda, where she starred opposite Glen Ford. When I first saw her, in a classic moment from the film where she lifts her head up into the screen and flips her luxurious hair back and smiles, I immediately asked myself, “How the hell did I completely overlook this classic beauty up till now?” She is truly one of the most stunningly beautiful women I have ever seen.

As far as an actress (as well as singer and dancer), I don’t know much about her, except to say that her physical features were about as perfect as can be. She was a sex symbol of her time. Before Gilda, she had already gained famed for a photograph of her from a 1941 Life magazine that GI’s at the time were pinning up all over the place. It later resurfaced as a famous prison prop in the film, The Shawshank Redemption. As a star of the sliver screen, whose two best films are the noir classics, Gilda (1946) and Lady from Shanghai (1947), she embodied the dangerous beauty of the femme fatale. Her latent eroticism was best on display in Gilda. There is even a notorious scene where she does a striptease and, even though she only ended up removing one glove, her dancing is filled with sensuality and sexuality, as she moves evocatively about the dance floor in a tight and low cut black gown. The cheap pole strippers of today have nothing on her, and could not replicate the eroticism of that scene, no matter how hard they try. It was what she did not show, but only implied, that was so powerfully erotic. As she said in an interview later on, “Everybody else does nude scenes, but I don’t. I never made nude movies. I didn’t have to do that. I danced. I was provocative, I guess, in some things. But I was not completely exposed.” The most powerful eroticism is that which appeals to the mind first and last, and leaves much to intrigue and imagination. It is often best to be “not completely exposed”. This is sorely lacking in film today.

Hayworth in Gilda, a classic moment in cinema.

How perfect was she? She was aptly called the “Goddess of Love”. Yes, she is certainly a goddess of love. As I said, I wonder where she has been my whole life? Having never seen her before in a movie, I was astounded at just how gorgeous she was. Her features are sharp, yet still soft and feminine; her lips were considered the most beautiful of her time, and she often had many connections with lipstick companies to better sell their product. In Gilda, her beauty is exquisitely highlighted, and the studios took full advantage of this. It seems as though every scene of her in that movie is itself a lovely work of art, a canvas of film beauty painted brilliantly by the cinema photographers of the time. Gilda shows how movies can be true works of art on different levels, from the purely visual, with her beauty portrayed brilliantly, to the deeply psychological, with her feisty and dangerous eroticism bubbling just beneath the surface of her lovely features. For a man watching, it is a all quite intoxicating.

In her famous silk nightgown photo. I suppose Rick Santorum and the American Taliban would consider this porn...after all, look at those lovely breasts, enticing us with such sexuality!

Even as she aged she was still quite beautiful, as for instance in the 1957 film Fire Down Below, with Robert Mitchum and Jack Lemon. Unfortunately she had deep problems with alcohol, and her career suffered as a result. She made her last film in 1972. At the end of her life she suffered from Alzheimer’s, which is one of the reasons she retired from film at such an early age.

Ronald Reagan, who also suffered from Alzhiemer’s, spoke of her at her death in 1987: “Rita Hayworth was one of our country’s most beloved stars…Glamorous and talented, she gave us many wonderful moments on stage and screen and delighted audiences from the time she was a young girl. In her later years, Rita became known for her struggle with Alzheimer’s disease. Her courage and candor, and that of her family, were a great public service in bringing worldwide attention to a disease which we all hope will soon be cured. Nancy and I are saddened by Rita’s death. She was a friend who we will miss. We extend our deep sympathy to her family.”

Given his own demise from the same disease later on, this is particularly touching.

I could delight in such beauty all day long...

But let us remember Rita Hayworth in all her lovely beauty! She was truly one of the most beautiful women ever to have starred in film.

The Beauty of Spring and the Search for the Divine

06 Friday Apr 2012

Posted by Racer X in beauty, religion, spirituality

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There is nothing quite like a field blooming with pretty flowers and beautiful women...

Ah, the beauty of spring! How lovely are all the things I see about! The joys of a simple day, the delicate flower, the lovely, shapely legs on a girl, as she walks down the road in a pair of shorts or shirt skirt. Only spring can provide me with such sights. After the grey doldrums of winter, truly spring is a time of life’s renewal, the blossoming once again of beauty and tender joys and sweet, sensual delights, the delicious fulfillment of long suppressed hopes and desires. Spring, you are the blessed sign of God! For only God could create such a world with such beauty; I cannot believe that it all came about by pure chance, but rather that there is some divine force behind all the wonders of creation. It is the divine force of love, guiding us along our paths, showing us the way to peace and happiness. Beauty is divine. Spring heightens the senses, deepens the desires, inflames the passions that much more deeply. It is a ritual as ancient and profound as any, a ritual of life born again, of nature rising from the icy death of winter to proclaim to the world the infinite loveliness of all around us.

For me, the beauty of spring is deeply spiritual and spirituality is still deeply imbedded into my being, despite my present difficulties with certain religions. I still search and long for truth, for beauty, for a sense of the divine in the world; what I cannot tolerate right now is being trapped in a rigid dogma of thought and rules.

At the moment my old beliefs in Christianity and Catholicism are in deep question. There are many reasons for this, not all of which I want to get into here. Some things need to remain private. Let me just say that a few decades of experience–actual hands on, flesh and blood experience with this faith, and not merely an abstract, intellectual attraction or desire for it–has molded my present attitudes and approaches to divinity. It is not a process that is settled, not by any means, but one that is in continued flux.

Recently I have been reading about the Christian persecution of pagans after Christianity became a legalized religion of the Roman Empire in 313 AD with the Edict of Milan, issued by the first Christian Roman emperor, Constantine. It was not a pretty picture and within seventy years after Christianity became a legalized religion in Rome, the Christians, now acting as the representatives of the official state religion of Rome, were outlawing all forms of ancient pagan worship, destroying temples, and persecuting those who continued to cling to their old beliefs,  even up to death. It is process that went on for a couple hundred years. The fact that so many laws had to be passed during this time outlawing paganism reflects the difficulties that Christians had in obliterating the old beliefs of many people. And in many ways these old pagan and polytheistic beliefs never really were killed off, they were rather incorporated into the Catholic Church in the form of cults of the saints, the Mass as a sacrifice, the ritualistic liturgy which retained many pagan symbols, and the beliefs in heavenly host of angels and saints, who are divine beings with different powers and properties who will intercede in our lives. To the outside observer Catholicism can seem very polytheistic, and this is one of the main reasons Islam and Protestantism sprang up: as a response to the perceived idolatry of Catholic and Orthodox Christianity. It is one of the things I actually enjoy about the Catholic faith. Even the story of Christ’s death and resurrection has many parallels in ancient fertility myths about a hero dying and rising again in some act of divine conquest, all of which are somehow related to ancient fertility rites of spring. Pagan Rome became Christian Rome in part because the old pagans already had developed a way of thinking about divinity, polytheism, which was not far off from Christian beliefs. Of course there are huge and fundamental differences too, but many people overlook the similarities, because it usually makes them uncomfortable to think how similar Christianity and paganism actually were. The rise of eastern mystery cults in the first few centuries of the Roman empire, such as the cult of Isis or Mithra,  also contributed heavily the spiritual framework of personal salvation and redemption, which Christianity proclaims. Many people became Christians because many people had already been primed for Christianity, through other pagan faiths.

According to many conservative and fundamentalist Christians, just about anyone who does not fit into traditional, socially approved roles.

Today is Good Friday, the day when most Christians commemorate the crucifixion of Christ. I often wonder, in a religion born out of such a gruesome act, yet an act also of love and forgiveness from Christ, why so many Christians display so much hatred for those who are different in belief or behavior. Unfortunately, intolerance of other faiths or beliefs is one of the sad facts of Christian history. There are too many examples of Christians, those followers of the crucified Christ, inflicting pain on others, those of other denominations or other faiths, in the name of Christ and “the truth”. Yet such intolerance and aggression towards other belief systems makes sense when you consider that a monotheistic religion, like Christianity, proclaims to possess the entire and absolute truth of God, and that truth, and only that truth, is essential for salvation. So if this is the absolute truth, why allow other religions to exist which may lead people astray, the result of which will be the loss of their souls? This basic item of thinking is often the foundation of so much religious intolerance and suppression. Islam has taken this to even more rigid extremes. I continue to see this thought process today, for instance in the hatred and intolerance of homosexuality among so many Christians, or just anyone who does not fit into some preordained notions of “family values” and traditional morality. Rick Santorum seems to be the embodiment of this.

So where do I stand at the moment religiously? I suppose right now I am somewhat of a pantheist: I see God in all different forms of religion, that all different religions, ancient and modern, possess some elements of the ultimate truth of divinity. What I cannot stand at the moment are religions that try to limit and stifle the freedom of thought, expression, sexuality, or belief in the divine, all in the name of their particular “truth”. Where this will lead me, I have no idea, but I still trust in God that it is leading me somewhere good.

The warmth and sun of spring and summer often brings such delights...

In the meantime, while I am on this journey, I will enjoy the delights and beauty of spring. The beauty of spring is truth for me, a reflection of the divine. So are beautiful women!

Captain Kirk: Alpha Male

04 Wednesday Apr 2012

Posted by Racer X in culture, women

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Captain James T. Kirk, alpha hero.

I always loved the old Star Trek episodes, the original television series. Although running for only three years, this show made one of the biggest cultural impacts of any television series ever. In many ways it surpasses Star Wars as creating a type of cultural mythology about the future in space. Coming at the time of the Apollo space program, it reflects the optimism of what technology could bring to the future of mankind. As far as special effects, it was highly advanced for its time, and pre-2001 Space Odyssey and Star Wars, it built the foundation for what was to become the standard iconography of futuristic space travel.

But what made Star Trek work best as good entertainment were the characters, and there are few characters more memorable in television, or film, or anywhere for that matter, than the Kirk-Spock-McCoy triad. These three were perfect foils for the others, and together created a powerful dynamic. Everyone has their favorites, and of course I would have to say that Kirk was always mine.

Kirk bedded many, many babes.

One of the revolutionary aspects about Star Trek was its unabashed sexuality. This was highly unusual at the time, in mid to late sixties television. There are abundant beautiful women, dangerous, intelligent, conniving, caring, sensual and alluring, both human and non human. Yes, even the aliens are hot on Star Trek. I particularly enjoyed the vision of all those hot women on the Enterprise prancing around in their short dresses. Kirk loved it too. Occasionally Kirk would bed some hot, half naked alien too. In a humorous reflection on the cultural schizophrenia regarding sexuality, it seems it was easier for the networks to show an alien woman half naked, than to show an human character half naked, even though both were played by human actresses.

Even the aliens are hot on Star Trek. I always wanted to bed a green alien women myself. It is good to still have goals when it comes to pussy.

I grew up watching nearly every rerun episode of Star Trek on television. I remember even watching it quite a bit when I was in college. I always found it a pleasant break from reality. Now, I can’t seem to find it anywhere on television. What happened? I remember a friend saying to me once, when I was in high school, about how a Star Trek episode went: Kirk fights the bad guys, kills a few people, and then beds some babe. We both enjoyed Star Trek because of Kirk’s physical and sexual prowess. I do not know the percentage, but it seems that in almost every episode there is some hot babe that Kirk is scoring with, when he is not destroying some enemies ship or killing some alien bad guy with his phaser. He was truly an alpha character.

A brooding Kirk, making this babe's futuristic panties wet.

Spock also had a certain sex appeal to girls. I remember one girlfriend told me how she used to fantasize about Spock when she masturbated. I asked her why. She told me it was because he was such a distant and aloof intellectual. Chicks dig that.

Star Trek reveled in an upfront sexuality.

But Kirk is the character I most admired. As kids, I think we all wanted to grow up to be like Kirk: fearless in the face of danger, successful in this battles, and ultimately scoring some of the hottest pussy in the universe. Sorry to all those Jean-Luc Picard, Star Trek: The Next Generation fans, but as far as I am concerned, Kirk will always be the greatest commander of the Enterprise.  His intergalactic sexual conquests are proof of that.

Shit Happens: A Religious Perspective

03 Tuesday Apr 2012

Posted by Racer X in culture, religion

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Yeah, shit does happen.

Here is some wisdom from the great religions of the world.

Taoism: Shit happens.
Confucianism: Confucious says, shit happens.
Buddhism: If shit happens, it isn’t really shit.
Zen: What is the sound of shit happening?
Hinduism: This shit happened before.
Islam: If shit happens, it is the will of Allah.
Protestantism: Let shit happen to someone else.
Native American: What is the medicine of shit?
Catholicism: If shit happens, you deserve it.
Judaism: Why does this shit always happen to us?
Pantheism: It’s all the same shit.
Atheism: I don’t believe this shit.
Agnosticism: What is this shit?

Perhaps this is all we need to get through the trials and tribulations of life? Perhaps.

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